In a recent Esquire magazine interview, actor Denzel Washington shared a profoundly personal chapter of his career, detailing how losing the Academy Award for Best Actor in 2000 sparked 15 years of anger with Hollywood’s most coveted prizes.
Washington vividly recalls when Kevin Spacey was revealed as the winner of “American Beauty,” a recollection that still evokes strong emotions. “I have a memory of turning around and looking at him,” he stated, conceding the subjective nature of his remembrance.
Washington’s loss was not her first Oscar setback. He was previously nominated for “Malcolm X” in 1993, but came in second place to Al Pacino. Despite having previously won the Best Supporting Actor Oscar for “Glory” in 1990, the 2000 setback hit home.
In response to his displeasure, Washington removed himself from the Academy Awards and even delegated voting rights to his wife, Pauletta. “Don’t they care about me? “I don’t care,” he remembered telling her.
The actor openly admits to drinking that evening to cope with his feelings. “I’m sure I went home and drank that night,” he admitted, swiftly emphasizing that he did not feel entitled to the honor.
Washington describes this phase as a personal “pity party,” lasting from 1999 to 2014, when he stopped drinking. His redemption came quickly, with a Best Actor Oscar for “Training Day” in 2001, making him only the second African American actor to win that award.
His career prospered, with four more Best Actor nominations following his breakthrough win. He is still being considered for an award for his supporting role in the upcoming film Gladiator II.
Washington maintained an empathetic tone when discussing Spacey, who has faced severe misconduct charges. “I pray for him,” he stated. “That’s between him and his maker.”
The conversation provides a rare and emotional glimpse into Washington’s career journey, revealing how personal obstacles may foster artistic tenacity and growth.
